Most of you know this; I'm gay. No surprise there. Anyway, I've realized in life that I have tendencies to fall in love taken or straight individuals. That being said, nothing is different from my current situation. I am madly in love with this woman. She is a close friend and knows how I feel about her. We have a connection with one another that most people would kill for. Regardless of my feelings, she is on her way to Florida with her girlfriend as I type. I would do anything for this woman. I want to wake up next to her every morning. I want to be able to tell her I love her a million times a day. I want to meet her family and hang out with her sister. I want to get a puppy together and a house with hardwood flooring. I want white sheets and tons of windows. I want a pool and a large yard. I want her. If I could have her and nothing else I would be happy. If we had to live in a cardboard box for the rest of our lives, I'd be content as long as I had her.
I'm not going to be mopey though. She's not interested in loving me and she's happy. As stupidly cliched as that is, I just want her to be happy with everything in life. When we are with each other the world disappears. Nothing feels "right" unless she is there with me.
Arg.
-Loving the taken.
#shitthatpissesmeoff
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