Brain vs. Heart

I hate the my brain tells me a million things, but it doesn't change what my heart tells me.

We've all been there. We've all had 'gut' feelings where we just felt that something amazing was going to come if we did a certain thing. Your brain might be telling you, "dude, fuck you, that's the most dumbass thing I've ever heard." You do it anyway. Then you realize you don't know where you would be if you hadn't followed your heart.

I'm currently in a little predicament. My heart wants to hold onto something that my brain is telling it to let go of. I've even tried to convince myself that I just needed to let it go, but something in me refuses to. I really don't know what to do about it. I've been 'going with the flow' for over a year now, and I've gotten nowhere. Yet, I won't let go of the feeling that someday, this could be something amazing.

She thinks I'm annoying, and it infuriates here when she hears me say it, but I mentally cannot let it go. I'm trying to. I really am. You can't make a heart feel something it doesn't, and you can't tell it to forget something it does. You don't love me, but I legitimately can't stop loving you. You've hurt me, made me cry, made me violent and pulled with my emotions, but I can't get enough of you.

My brain wants to move on, but my heart isn't about to do that any time soon.

-Brain vs. Heart-
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