September 27, 2014

This job.

I used to love my job. Truly, I found enjoyment in every aspect. When people asked me if I liked my job, I would always respond that I love my job. But, as all things do I guess, this job is losing its captivating powers. Instead of feeling proud and respectable, I feel embarrassed and useless. 

Now, don't get me wrong, I love solving problems and getting to use authority. However, the mere $8 an hour that I earn from this job is not enough to keep my interest. Furthermore, it appears that I have become just another employee, and that my boss couldn't care less about me. There is little-to-no trust in our relationship and he seems to favor those women who have looks and zero brains. The posts I work are not challenging. The people tend to drive me crazy. 

Lately I find myself applying for multiple jobs that I don't want, because I cannot stand the lying, cheating, scamming and blatant disregard for accounts as well as employees. Morally, I cannot bring myself to put more time or effort into this job. 

It's just sad because working security was always something I wanted to do, and at first, I thrived. However, I feel my experience has been ruined in the long-run and that I can no longer find joy in the safety field. If I have learned anything from this company, it is how NOT to run a business. My boss is a unique man, and I have tried my damnedest to work  my ass off for him. I just cannot sit by and allow a company that I represent to mistreat people on a daily basis. 

Good things could happen with this company if proper actions were to be taken, but I do not foresee that happening in the near future. So, for now it is time for me to pursue other options and to expand my employment history. 

I think another large part of this matter is that I have a "weakness" in which I need to feel needed in my engagements. At first, like I said, this job was wonderful. I stood out from other employees and I strove to be the best. Now, the pretty girls and the cops get the attention. I feel as if my boss is almost trying to get me to leave. Well, if that be the case, you win. I'm out. You can take this badge and shove it up your ass.

-This job-
#shitthatpissesmeoff

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